Art of Life

I am feelin' down and I don't know why.

Partly, I think, it's because I feel like I'm wasting time - doing shit that doesn't matter (like this) instead of having a good time.

Which delusion and vanity, of course, to believe really that everyone I know is out partying all the time.

Partly, I think, it's because I have no girlfriend or romantic interests, have no idea who would be if I did have one, not even sure if I want one.

Partly, it's because of my massive size - I'm probably about 10 pounsd overweight. If not more.

Partly, it's cause I really need to get my ass in gear in school - nose to the grindstone and all that.

Mostly, though, it's because I'm a late developer and so I get hormones now about 2 years after everyone else. Whoop de fucking doo.

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Vanity, Vanity, All is Vanities; there is nothing new under the Sun.

Also with regards to the "show notes" below I'd like to say that, although I didn't save them, my notes for the final episode are much happier than those for ep. 24, since the character who died in ep. 24 comes back in ep. 26.

And I know it's deus ex machina the way he comes back, but I don't give a shit, because I actually care about those characters.